I may have just fucked up my whole relationship and life by letting a man cum inside my girlfriend.
It fucking sucks that I’m writing this and probably going to lose the woman I want to marry because we both let lust control our brains.
Basically, my girlfriend (f 27) and I (m 28) have been addicted to having threesomes and cuckolding ever since we tried it last year.
We got to the point where every week, sometimes twice a week we’d find and hook up with some guy usually having threesomes or I’d watch them fuck, sometimes video it.
We did everything as a couple and she’s never done a solo date or had solo sex during our relationship.
Before this last year, my girlfriend and I would have sex once per week, after we introduced threesomes and cuckolding we do it 4+ times per week, not including the times I share her.
She’s open to trying anything in the bedroom now and the sex we have been having has been like a drug.
That’s how we ended up messing up so bad.
Where It Started
We both thought it would destroy our relationship so we went really slow.
It started by her going on Tinder and she would send sexual messages to men.
Every night we would sit down and she would show me what men wanted to do to her, it was fucking hot seeing how excited she was and to see how many men wanted to fuck her was amazing.
This lasted 5 minutes and before we knew it she found a guy who was down to experiment with us.
It started them just kissing, then the next date she gave us both a handjob and then she blew him while I fucked her and finally after 5 dates he had sex while I watched and got a blowjob.
He was our only partner for a while, but then we thought it was best to stop seeing him as he started developing feelings for my girlfriend, he was really honest, but we were not interested in a polyamorous relationship so we went our separate ways.
Fastforward till now.
We have always used condoms, every single time.
My girlfriend is on the pill, but we just didn’t want to risk STD’s and pregnancy.
However, for the whole year, we’ve been talking about how hot it would be to not use condoms.
We joked and both said we wish we could do it without risk.
How She Got Pregnant
Well we put it into the universe because we met a guy, he was really sound and what I’d call the perfect bull.
He’s hung, a little bi-sexual, good in bed, always on time and friendly.
We met him on a dating site and over the next few weeks, we all got really close.
We had sex multiple times, he stayed over at a hotel we got and we all trusted each other.
This is so fucking rare, over the year we’ve maybe met a handful of guys that were this easy to try fantasies and try cuckolding with.
We all got talking one night and we all laughed about our hatred for condoms and that we all hated using them.
He asked if we could all get tested and maybe we could try without.
Honestly, I didn’t know it was so simple, we all got tested, waited a week and all came back clean.
Over the next week my girlfriend let him in raw, he cum in her mouth and at one point we both gave her a facial.
We just kept wanting to find the new thing and keep spicing things up.
Anyway the moment came…
The night he came inside her
We kind of planned that he would cum in her and she was so down.
He was on top and I got behind him so I’d have a view of what it would look like.
He came hard and then kept fucking her.
I could see his cum dripping out of her, which is something I’ve only witnessed this one time.
Even though it fucked everything up it was so hot.
Anyway, fast-forward a week and he did it again, all of this time I hadn’t came inside my girlfriend.
I just got in the habit of pulling out as it seemed like it would lower the risk of pregnancy.
The moment I found out my girlfriend was pregnant
My girlfriend was feeling weird, she went to her doctor and they told her to take a pregnancy test, she said she was on the pill and it wasn’t possible.
After she told me I just went and got one for her.
She peed on it and fuck she was fucking pregnant.
It’s messed everything up.
She doens’t know what she’s going to do yet and it’s fucking hard.
We’ve stopped having sex and she said she never wants to do cuckolding again.
We’re talking to the guy this weekend and we’re going to go for an ultra scan soon. What the fuck do I do?